I am a busy chick. I am back to running again. Not far and not very fast yet but I am getting back to normal when my schedule permits which it usually doesn't. I am kinda overwhelmed. Have I adjusted to my new job since I started in April well, not really. I wonder if I will ever get there. As for the new mom routine I am still working on that too. Having one child in school and another in preschool isn't quite second nature yet. I am not really blogging lately because I don't want to whine about my frustration, it's not anyone else's problem. I really do feel like half a person right now. I am trying to meet the challenges I face with as much grace as possible. Sometimes if you don't have anything nice to say you should just not talk.
I haven't really set any goals for myself lately to keep my mind in a positive direction so I'm going to be doing that soon. One direction I plan to go in is to loose the remaining weight and get to my goal. That crack down has already started today. I admit to letting it slip the last few weeks, I feel healthy enough to move forward. My hair has even started to comeback. That is a huge relief. If its one thing a girl will get all worked up about it her hair falling out. But I need to find something to start working on some sort of goal to tweek at and keep my head out of the dumps, a race, eh I don't know if another marathon is the answer at least not for another year. So I have my antennaie out thinking of something to work for.
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