i am so awesome it hurts

I don't know what happend to yesterdays blog, but i am not seeing it. to update the entire week has been surrendered to illness and massive amounts of lung butter. Last night, still hoarse and full of boogies, but feeling better I did three miles. It was cold but I went outdoors because people at the gym would have thrown up if they saw just how much my nose was running. i made it 3 but no further. I felt alot better after ward and i probaby would have been fine if i would have gone home and rested but I had to go shopping afterward and every step at the store was a little sore. I attributed it to tiredness. Came home, went to bed.
Got up this morning and oh my lord my heel on my left leg is killing me. I have had this one other time before same leg a couple months ago. I had to hobble for a whole day and then it was better the next day. Well I am trying everything to get it loosened up and feeling better, and i'm limping. I have to work tonight too. Crap. I hope that its miraculously healed in the morning.
I guess I should have stayed sick and stayed home. I hurt myself trying to be awesome.
song: AintLove a Kick in the Head, Dobby Darin

this is ridiculous!

I am still sick with respiratory illness. sick and pissed off! i am missing my exercise, i am tired of feeling yucky and everyone in my house is sick and cranky too!.
Mind you, I am supposed to be training for my turkey day race. grrrr, this time i was thinking i was going to be faster now i just want to make it through a run with out barfing up a lung. 27 training days left. I can't stand illpreparedness!
i will get on that stanken treadmil with 24hours of the blog sick or not, maybe in my basement so if i throw up bathroom is 10feet away....
when i was in highschool we used to call excessive mucous, lung butter. Yep I got lots of lung butter( that made me smile thinking of my friends).

old school song suggestion: You make me sick, Pink

seriously?

I got a lovely cold. Benching it until i have partial use of my nostrils. Staying positive. it could always be worse!
aacho...bless me

oh poo

Up for a nice little sunrise run. going for 5miles in my fancy new shoes. Yep that didn't happen. I got halfway through 1st mile and sudden downpour caught me, i kept going. I was shaking off like a dog. It let up, it was cold but nice a lonsome on the track then, on the 3rd mile my heel started to blister! i used my trick with the lube on my sock and on the out side of my sock. crap i hope i am not starting another month of bloody heels, i am starting to train for my turkey race.
so 3 miles is it for today, turds.

gobblers gallop here we go

So i signed up for a 5k on thanksgiving day today. I am totally bashing my old tradition of sitting in my stretchy pants infront of a tv all day and eating until i almost throw up and possibly clogging a toilet. This turkey day I am going to earn some of those calories and I pledge to not eat like a glutton. I am going to have tiny portions of everything!
I am excited to get back to training for a race. I am ready but I can always try to get better. I got some brand new runnning kicks which I will be using really soon just as soon as I figure out how to put the yanks in. (yanks- bungee shoelaces that encourage laziness).
I hope its a nice day to race. But I am going no matter what, hopefully not inches of snow by that point.
i have this stuck in my head "way to go idaho!"

5 lbs toast

I got off the 5 pounds. i swear i can teeter 10 pounds in 24 hours, its crazy. i just can't break my lowest weight. thats the new goal. get to the 180's. (short term) i shall do it, its getting on my nerves and when some thing annoys me, i do it.
tonight we do 3 miles. tomorrow we body combat! looking forward to getting back into that! swinging my fists around in the air to music is suprizingly freeing and fun!

ipod suggestion:
don't hold back by the sleeping

you have my permission

I am so irritated with myself. I had lost 5 pounds and as my stressful week commenced i ate my feelings and now its back. So you have my full permission if you see me with something unhealthy to smack my hands, SMACK it out right out of my damn hands! that really makes me irritated. I am never going to loose these last 50 if i just excercise enough to maintain. Time to get serious or the great race 10k is going to reallly suck being the biggest one in line. i think i am going to do biggest looser at the gym in january. I think I will be calling tracy too, I need some pain to not do what I have been doing!
hitting the gym tonight. i promise to be walking funny in the morning

listen t0: beck, Looser

yoi.

So sorry its been forever. I got through my first 2 weeks at my new job, by the skin of my teeth. both children have suffered colds and one still has a fever since then, its been rough. It hasn't kept me from running. Infact its making me work harder, cause i am just so frustrated. Its really tough for me not be the best at stuff, even when I am learning it, causes frustration, then I really need to take it out on something, anything.
Wednesday night I did 3 miles in the cold rain, not a sprinkle. It was awesome, it was dark and sloppy and it really was probably one of the highlights of my week. I think that might make me a dork.