Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Trying to keep focus

I am actually starting to miss my runs. I went monday, and then did body combat today, its not like I am not giving effort but I think its time to add more. Maybe its time for another mile.
I am so stressed right now with the job change, and preschool starting, and other minute details in my life topsy turvy. I am making it my mission this month to exercise or run every other day no matter what because I feel myself slipping into the i'm busy excuse. Nope not going to happen. I will be there, tired and dragging but it will get done.
Running down the track with all that golden rod suprizes me, wow thats a lot of mucus I make when I am so dehydrated and sweating where the hell does it come from? Monday I blew a snot rocket ever 1/4 mile. The oldies walking the track were grossed out but I have asthma when I am like that I gotta clear my airway.... so sorry about your luck if you get caught i the cross fire, but I love it and I can't stay indoors just for allergies, its just isn't fair to this ball of nerves.
Running : its such a nasty dirty dingy sport but its really my sanity. The track doesn't care if you blow your nose, it doesn't care if you are stanking sweating, it doesn't care what you got on, and it doesn't care if it hurts you. You just carve your track for the day, take it wth you to prove it doesn't break you. thats it, when its good its great when its bad its still pretty good.
mood song: Celtic New Year, Van Morrison

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