Got up at 5 this morning to run. Got my peanutnaner taco in me, drank my coffee, got my sports bra on with a bit of a fight and just when I was about to leave... thunder, lightning. God's little way of saying go back to bed honey. I wiggled back out of the angry bra, put jammies back on, and listened to my lord. So I tried but I was all gassed up and I couldn't sleep. As I laid there I got 3 Charley horses, probably product of hot temps at work and my time of the month wiping out my electrolytes. Watched the news, talked to hubby, made his lunch and put-zed around until the gym daycare is available at 9am.
At the gym, run was just okay. I gu'ed before and at 30 min mark because I knew I was depleted from the get go. I dislike the mill, I really do. I did have a good moment though, About 40 minutes in I turned it up 1 mile an hour higher than usual comfort level and let it rip for 5 minutes, it felt good, really good. why? Because I was imagining explaining how piss poor I was feeling, how much I didn't want to be there, and how weak I was feeling and I got pissed off.
Might I offer an apology to all the gym patrons who's nose I held hostage for 55 minutes because I was running in front of a giant wind tunnel fan. In fact can I get a moment of silence for their nose hairs?....*silent,bow head*....okay moving on :)
The song of the day(a fav): Somebody to Love, Queen
Kudos for even going to the gym in this weather!
ReplyDeleteI'm trying to catch up on blogs. Miss reading about your journey!
Leanne, hope you are doing well, I miss reading you! hope the new job is nifty
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