Tomorrow is the Derby. It's funny how not excited I am. I mean I am a little, but lets not go crazy here. I wasn't even planning this one. I paid for Warrior Dash at Christmas time and we had a hotel reserved and everything. Not anymore that has all been scratched due to recent kukups in Manda's life. I feel bad my Kenyan friend paid her way too and isn't going either. But at least she'll be Derby-ing with me. Kind of funny how I have been brought right back to where it all started.
I think this will be good for me, you know to see how far I have come. I will compair times maybe do a little then and now thing. Time to beat 37:19. *grin* That was my first time. Oh boy. My most recent race time 32:44. My PR (not a race) was 29:15. So i don't want to jinx myself, but I think if I pee first this time, I could do better if I really try :)
Lately I am feeling like a caged animal. So much swirling in my brain like a giant toilet making me dummer. I can barely speak sometimes I am so distracted by 'what if's'. I am trying to behave and save it for my training and race, if my husband was home today right now able to watch the kids, I would already be a mile from home before I typed the end of the sentence. I guess I am lucky he's not. I am just saying tomorrow will be more than a race, I have something to shake off and anger is good gasoline....
Justice, Rev Theory
You'll do GREAT! I'll keep my fingers crossed for you that it's cool and not sweltering hot. I'll hope for the same while I'm refinishing antique porch furniture. :)
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